Ben and Harry are two young boys, in their 20's.
The customer refused the wine.
He said to me:
- It's not properly cold.
So we had to take back 2 glasses of wine from them to the bar.
So. The boys took it and drank the glasses. Sure. Typically a thing that If I were in my 20's I will done.
I couldn't hold my tears.
I had a big cry, as my teacher Danny taught us.
It's too much.
Because it's not about work, being tired or exhausted. It's also about to learn language at the same time that you don't have more energy and strength.
I can not express myself in English, and this drives me crazy!
- What can I get for you today, Mr Wood?
Chef Wayne says it everyday.
Everyday I have like 100 imaginary conversations in my mind and I 'm just about to speak - for real - What a shame.
It's always a shame when I try to communicate or set off a conversation.
ALWAYS.
I don't have courage to give up. No yet.
I'm not allowed to give up.
I should be patient and keep going though.
